After being in the NICU for two weeks, the nurse called me early one morning and casually said, He can come home today. I needed her to repeat that. He can come home today. I felt a wave of relief, happiness, excitement… but it was short lived. Soon those feelings were replaced with another wave of emotion – panic. While Amichai was deemed strong enough to come home, how were they so sure I was up to task? If any mother ever tells you that she left the hospital with absolute ...